This Is Love, Bob Marley

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing that they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you're hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition, but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry abt what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there is no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are part of your life."

Girlfriends and Sister, They're all I Need

Today, I was pretty emotionless at the beginning but my night ended up pretty well (exclude the part when I was attacked by the major headache). As usual, for the past couple of days I had difficulties sleeping. So did yesterday night. I slept at 11PM and I was widely awake around 4AM because I had a tummy pain of my lefty :(

I only slept back at 630AM and woke up at 12PM with the tummy pain (still). Bad tummy. After lunch, I went out with my siblings and we had BR's and then a friend of mine texted me and we went for a late lunch at IKEA and after Maghrib, I accompanied K to MAXIS Centre to fix her simcard. (My Saturday was pretty occupied) heh.

And at night, I got acquainted again with someone I have not talked for about 5 months. It feels good. and I have to tell all of you that I could have never gone through a break up without my girls and sister.

As for that, I'm grateful to have them. xo

Freaky Thursday I am confused

I am going to make this post very brief. Thursday was a bad day, a very confusing day and yet it was pretty interesting. A friend of mine told me that I have all the responsibilities and rights to think positively everytime when I am down. That is true. And he also told me that if I kept thinking negatively and speak negatively, I won't be there - I won't be anywhere. I have to start to think and speak positively in order for me to have a peaceful mind. So today is a very peaceful Friday as I have decided not to be close to those who bring the negatives out of me.


It was hard.
But I'm positive that it is good for the long term.
Happy thoughts now! and I shall fall asleep.

Jack Canfield

"Everything you want is out there waiting for you to ask. Everything you want also wants you. But you have to take actions to get it"

Happy Wednesday!

I spent two hours in the library today just to realise that I only managed to answer 3 out of 8 questions that Mr D gave us for tomorrow's Statistic tutorial. I have also spent half of my night studying Exclusion Clauses for my BLaw test tomorrow. Now, I'm taking my 5 - Facebooking, Tweeting and writing this while listening to songs.

Mmm. mmm. What else? My brain is kinda wrecked right now and I'm lazy. I drank two mugs of coffee just to stay awake. I slept at 5FAM two days ago. but I'm determined that will never happen again because I'm starting to have eyebags and it's ugly. I feel kinda energetic now but.. I'm lazy.

Maybe all of you should listen to this song and this song (ye, please click) by Boys II Men. (I would recommend you to take your ear/headphone out now to have a feel of these songs!) It's kinda slow and steady and sad but the lyrics really touched my heart.. and it made me think. Hm.......

Tweeks..

Hi. It has been awhile, I know. While I am trying to patch things up again and bring myself back together, I think so many things have happened. I was emotionally and mentally disturbed by the people around me, and the surrounding but I think I'm done dealing with it. It's all the matter of "do I really want to go through this?" or not. So I decided not to go through that.

For me, things are pretty well now. We're friends. We're trying really hard to be friends and enjoy every minute of it while we still can - hence, no arguments. Which is really good and peaceful if I may say. We can talk about the past and how we used to argue on silly things like the arguments before and on the way up to Genting. When we think about it, we laughed over how small things can irritate both of us easily and how happy we were before. I like how we can laugh about it and not to feel a single awkwardness. Heh.

However, it's sad. It's just so sad.. To watch someone that you used to love so much reminiscing all the things that both of you had done while you were together and at the same time you know the fact that all of them will never happen again - because it's over and you doubt that it's gonna work anymore. Yet, we still hang on there and keep being friends.. for as long as we could. Well, atleast we try.

So this is my life. I am both happy and sad every day. I'm not sure which one I feel the most - but I felt both and I'm still trying to figure how that could be.

Ruby Don't Take My Love to Town

I might be selling my precious Ruby Red Nokia E63 that I bought in February 2009, this year. This phone has definitely serve my needs in life as it allows me to go web serving, listen to songs via music player, take photos and videos and etc. oh God, I still remember the time when my sister took a video of me at the fitting room disturbing one of the La Senza's customer! haha if you have Fb and if you have seen it, yes, that was taken via my lovely Ruby Red ♥ whatever it is, it's still in a very good condition and I am only selling this because I'm getting an iPhone 3GS hehehe

Basically if I sell this, everything is included - earphone, the USB cable, charger, the red rubber casing, the charger-thing to be connected in your car (I don't know what it's called) and also the box that I got when I first purchased the phone. lol. Note that the phone has also its screen protector. Pls text me (my dear friends who have my number) or email me at: ikey66@hotmail.com

K? Price is definitely negotiable. spread the news! I gotta go and continue study my economics. Bai : )